The day

As the dates are drawing nearer, I am having cold feet and feel shaken.

We are still in the midst of preparing the day and it is kind of rushing alot of to-do thing and trying to strike off every things that we managed to complete. Suddenly I realised that nothing is perfect.I probably over-worried, over-exhaust, screaming in my heart. I feel tired of being the "middleman",trying my best to do and settle things. It is just so tiring.

I feel really disturbed by people's comment, and the "nonsense" and noise produced by ppl who thought it is their day. what is the underlying meaning in this?