facing the music

when i was little, facing the music was like the worse fear . I simply cannot rationale why ?
I knew i need to fce this very soon, so give me some courage okie
realisig i am still 21 and mum keep treating me like a child .
supposely,no one do cares ...right
i am not getting rebellious but i detest the way she treat me
i detest being questioned the moment i reach home

the beauty of life may be happy to someone because of you but the unhappiness of life do comes also because of your existence .

i dun get teary , i just detest being teary , simply a depressionist.