He leave me a doubt

Decide to think twice about going back to him.

Somwhow or deep down feel happy with him but nonetheless knew he mmay hurt me again.

How many time does he promise me he will love me and how many times he doesnt cherish me ?

When I evaluate this, I don't know anymore.

Should i cut off this string and move on?

given a choice, I wish all this will not happened but how many times leonard stab my heart?