There is no turning back

I feel really nostagic about today. If life were to come back once again, what would you had changed. Many times i tried to give up on leo. I wanted so much to give up this hurt.
Today I almost feel so emotional visiting the prison today. There are many things that keep going on my life and I reflect on it. I was thinking what am I doing now.

Lp ask me to bear the conqusences of what I am doing? I understand from her point of view. I will again ended up hurting myself.

Should I go to the concert ? I don't know it anymore.

Reis ... love life in a mess?