out of the earth

I have just been released today, discharged from my surgery.

It was nevertheless a nerve-wrecking emotion for me. Feel happy that the surgery is done and I din realised that everything was going too fast. well, provoked cat with my crude word but somehow she probably misunderstand my intentions. It was not meant to be like this but i think i will give it a miss, perhaps have hurt her with my directness. hope she forgive me.

What should i do being given a chance to re-born?

I still prayed for good health and happiness to my family, friends and everyone that is around me. I really can't imagine hovering around people of my age having cancer, it saddened me alot. everyday at the ward, I see those around me going for surgery because of cancer. This made me miserable. Planning to cherish the remaining time i had on earth. Life is too short, time passed too fast, no one can predict the unexpected thing that happened.