A selfish in-laws family. ....

Sometimes, I can't believe how my in-laws deal with certain problem, it was as if they are trying to wash their hand off. Had a major fight with my husband but all he can say is he will try to ask them ( so far I never see him doing it). I feel truly disappointed, I already tried my best to stay with his grandparents but I truly can't their unhygienic bathroom bad habits, their nonsense when talking shit, their stupid lies, their money minded mentality. Go f*** off. It was as if I am staying under somebody's house which I had no control over my own kitchen ( 80% of the stuffs belong to grandparent).

* I have no control of my house door, they like to open it always as if they still stay in the kampung era welcoming all the strangers.
* I have no control over my speech given that they keep asking me y don't work 9am to 5pm just because they don't understand my job nature and give me crap suggestions x hundred times.
* I can't even go home late without someone asking me y r u home late? WTF
* I can't even stop all the ppl coming into their house like as if my house is an old folk home
* and the ugly toilet which they can use until the toilet bowl cover become yellow within 2 years of staying here.... shit stain, n their not flushing the toilet habit disgusted me. The worst had to be few days ago using the water from toilet bowl to clean the floor. This is so dirty.
* and feeding countless birds on the windows every morning ( then the bird start coming to my kitchen windows)
* and leaving bits of biscuit crumbs here and there, attracting all the ants n bugs
* and doing shit gardening outside my house as if the house belong to him
* and trying to install hook here and there (ugly hooks with different shapes and size)
* and having a few pails of water for flushing toilet. The water smelled after washing dirty clothes and they can put there for days... almost vomit
* and cooking and dipping ugly sauce on the kitchen cabinet without bothering to clean up . WTF
* and their beloved daughters which none is so much willing to house them.... filial piety is so irony
* and purposely putting remarks on facebook ...immature
* and petty ( ppl treat them good they return with anger like as if we are in the wrong)



There is practically no calm and peace for me , a little breathing space and I have to endure all the nonsense he did to his bedroom ( all the ugly hanging and vibrant color of stupid paint)

A crazy week

It was almost nearing the end of the year and things still remain the same. I am of course with staying with his grandparent but we are kind of having a crazy cold war. I find it silly and immature but  I am not in my position to discuss. Had a heart-to-heart talk with mum, it was the second time we had dinner together this year. It warmed up my heart knowing that out in this world there is still someone my mum and brother who cares for me. I couldn't say much except I wanted to thank god they are my family, always so supportive with my decision. Life always have crossroads and we always have the tenancy to take a wrong path.

A wrong path doesn't mean you have failed, it just tell you to pick up the pieces and carry on. Life is there for you. I almost wallop in self-pity today but come to think of this, why should we make our life so miserable always thinking for other. Enough is enough I feel that I need to stand up for my life. I don't want to live a life for other.  What do those people know? as usual selfishness take center stage. It is a tough battle to fight on....