lava lamp

lovely lava lamp , photo taken from ah wei

So depressed ah , I can't upload those pictures i had recently taken , unsure what really happen between my handphone cable and my desktop....

Well , intend to get a bluetooth adaptor so that next time i can transfer photo easily.

I miss blogging , I miss my old blog and I had let it falter with dust and spider webs and never go back again .
tired , hopping exam to come , afraid i can't get a job , i had to cope to learn makeup .

nevertheless , i had intend to do many things before the job come , rest for a week?

- wanan to go shoppin in malaysia , eat the half price cake
- wanan to set up my online thingy
- my LIME haven reply me

Night Safaris

finally been to singapore night safari and thank to my sweetie dear . It had been so thoughtful of him to bring me to night safari . In fact i had never been to night safari. It was an interesting night watching the funny animal performance and trainer . Furthermore , it was rather scary to explore the night trail though in the end i managed to overcome that and finally see the graiffe. We had pasta mania before going to stop our craving for pasta . The price had went up and i really regret ordering thr riso that wasn;t so nice. anyway , it is really fun spending night at night safari . love it /

reis

Many time we failed to see the truth

I hope exam will come sooner . Part of me wanted to get a job quickly , part of me prefer to remain status quo. It had been times since I last blogged . There had been many things running through my mind that make me so unwilling to mention . There was disappointment , anger , sadness . Indeed , did u believe that word " if you hate him mean u really love him". That was what she told me . Yes this word is true probably to some extent . Do i really hate him or do i hate myself more? Always be forward looking as mentioned and learn to let go ?

Sometime , even if we let go of those unhappiness , it will just unconsciously come back and haunt us . That is terrible , isn't it . It is not as if I did not let go but just when it happened , it just . I wish him all the best . I think i saw him at marina square recently but he seem not to recognise me or prehap he chose not to.