the gain the loss

I was wondering why do life had to become like this?

is it a change of heart ? that the person you love no longer love you as much as he do?

For a while, i started to doubt myself why and din get the answer I get.
Loving someone is painful , loving someone who can;t love you anymore. All this person do is
he just don't care about you and he put you in a 'tormenting' time. What I losted is a guy who never loved me , what he losted is someone who loved him so much.

After being cooled down for these few days, I need to sort out my thoughts.
I am grateful that friends are really concerned about me, can;t imagine he will
give me a call from oversea just to console me . My heart stopped beating .


reis.