tired ?
I had a full day school today , morning class is my accounting and then followed by my otd ( org theory and design) . photo taken in courtesy of mr.sherman , i would said the words he said is very meaningful . I used to encountered thoughts and dismisses his classes as boring and crappy . But recently , i realised that this lecturer like to give us real life example for us to reflect. A knowledgable , okie lecturer i would said giving guidelines for the torturous and very dry otd . Between , i had been feeling feverish , having slightly flu and a runny nose . I had been hoping for classes to end as soon as possible . I simply loved school because , i wanted to make school life worthwhile. Today supposely waited for dear at Mac till my stomach cramped and i think i want to go home and rest . I wouldn;t said i am disappointed or what in waiting for nothing . infact i was angry but eventually i seem to think it through he was busy with his final yr report . so , he is forgiven . not to mentioned ? when i reach home , i took a short hour nap and then continue my tv spree . In spite of thinking about this , i supposedly witnessed how a guy on tv proposed to his gf by creating a very very big pictures of a bear and a heart shapes using those 1538 photos taken during their 6 years courtship with the support of his family. I bet if i am the girl , i would be damm touched . i wanan to rest today but seem like so many things to be done . kind of detest msn logging in cos there are ppl who keep bothering me . i hate it . okie , jia you clara ... the sem is going to end . " A person once said there is no right or wrong in relationship ? " reis ...
feeling disappointed in life
Recently , i experienced some" downs " in life . i guess i din do well in my accounting test 2 , although i really tried my best . am i stupid or what ? i had been mugging for the last 4 days hopping to pass this test . Prehape , i was thinking that today i helped to organize su'd 21st birthday in SIM but turn out most of them msg not coming and she said she is drunk .... and not coming ... what should i do with the cake ? I feel disappointed . Probably i encountered some unhappiness in school and i suppose i had no one to relate to . what is school life exactly ?Prehaph , no one really understand , we do meet some mean people in school , our project partner ? or somesort i feel disappointed in the sense that i am trying to show some care cos she din come to school often but it was as if building on her anger . Now then i realise , there is no true fren in school , everything is just a facade . Is there hidden resentment in me to her ... it is starting to form and a fren told me maybe it is just a big misunderstanding . i guess i had enough . what she said in msn :OH I CANT BE BOTHERED ACTUALLY. ..BECOZ WHETHER I COME SCHOOL, I DONT SCHOOL, I WONT AFFECT ANYONE, MY PROJECT WORK, I DO MY PART AND I PUT IN EFFORT. WHOEVER NOT HAPPY, SPEAK TO ME INSTEAD. I DONT NEED ANYONE TO TELL ME OR GIVE ME ADVICE IN WHATEVER I DO ACTUALLY, FOR THAT KENNY MATTER, I CANT BE BOTHERED AS WELL. MAYBE THERE IS REALLY A MISINTERPRETATION, BUT I JUST FUCK CAREthis is really rude and it was as if i am meddlin her life. sad to say the school life is till here . it no longer holds any value to me . things to do :shirin's birthday -----------------23th sept otd project ------------------------3th oct wil pair work with HER ----------2th oct wil group work --------------
16th oct
I had a full day school today , morning class is my accounting and then followed by my otd ( org theory and design) . photo taken in courtesy of mr.sherman , i would said the words he said is very meaningful . I used to encountered thoughts and dismisses his classes as boring and crappy . But recently , i realised that this lecturer like to give us real life example for us to reflect. A knowledgable , okie lecturer i would said giving guidelines for the torturous and very dry otd . 
