so mightyn stress , what to do ?

As week 3 of the semester started , I felt overwhelmed today by the load of assignment I had to submited . A total of 4 individual + 3 group projects . do i feel like vomiting ?

ok , let me vent my inner stress here !

i feel so suffocated by the workload but what to do , it is not just assigment but lotsa of reading apart from textbooks .

I took another big loan from so today . .. 7 batches of notes inclusive one batch of lecture note .

Upcoming projects going to be due soon
- WIL2 market labour analysis paper + WIL2 reflection paper
- SO individual project
- SO group case study
- EG indivdual 3000 word essay
- GM group project + presentation
- WIL2 group project - project mgt ?

help me to manage my time , i need to breathe ...

Today had been a hectic days for me , I helped dearie took 3 boxes from nP for school .
wah i can't imagine my aching shoulder and how the boxes keep cutting me . it is so mighty heavy with the 2 textbooks someone pass to me as well .

enough and i tot mr.charlie can soon bian drive me back ... erm .... in the end he din.
reis

have you thought about others ?

selfish person never realised and just because he presume u r so "free" , can afford to ask you out as and when he is free.

very Freaking #&#%^&&!

I guess sometime , he doesnt see from my shoes , yup waiting may be easy just sitting there , but do you realise waiting everytime for hours for " what" reason?

pls be understanding as well

nevertheless , i never feel so mighty down in my life because i feel like scolding ppl .

temperature rising everyday !

reis

can't sleep

i had a long day at vivocity with my friends and watching harry potter and the order of the phoenix had been disappointing .

the past keep haunting me , those flashbacks

damm it ! It keep me insane till the wee hours of the night

y ppl are so immoral and psycho

i am just tired , my gastric is hurting me again for no reason

Maybe i should take in less sugar and salt when I finished up the whole bag of sweets that can last me for one week

weather had been turning cold and causing my nose to sneeze .....

i just hate the way i am now .

reis

A contented simple day ?

Finally ended the last day of my wil2 and the "formal" interview . I had been busy preparing for the interview qn yesterday and then i spend the whole day wandering?

My interviewer group are nice and we really kind of took it seriously . I felt I was like the only one humoring people. Yup , he was good looking , my interviewer . Infact , I had never seen this person around in school because we had differ classes , major and minor but too bad he is attached. I had been trying to focus on him and the rest . It was a really tiring day even though Mr. Alan feel that I've done well . I never expect I would had been so upfront with a lecturer with bullshits and craps . Probably he had been offended when I said Australia was a "drinking "countries but he told me uk is more . Am I thinking too much ? His non-verbal behavior is to leave and he really remember my name CLARA .

A fun question by verdi : If you had a glass , would it be half or full with water ?

I felt it should be half because in some way there is always way for me to improve . Not what i expected , half mean you are pessmistic and full mean you are a satisfied person - optimistic .

Am i pessimestic ? maybe yes ? or not ?

hmm , went aunty house again to have a nice lunch , coffee and dinner . I feel some sense of family warmth here instead of the home that is soon to be breaking apart very soon. Maybe I am pessimestic because I felt insecure , so much that leave me wanan to be a loner sometime. Why have I changed so much ?

god-bro pass me some money as allowance . I really wanna to return him back , I don't understand do i work too hard that they wanan me to concentrate on my studies first ? Previously , my sis also passed me some money to ask me go shopping .....

they keep giving me money making me feel so gulity . Am i so ke lian even though sch fee now have been well-taken care of ?

reis

The goodness in him that I failed to realised ...

School started with a really hectic schedule that really caught me off-guard . I know I shouldnt be complaining when there are ppl who are working and studying . I finally understand how tough night class can be . I had it for the past few days the next morning we still had our lesson . This is really taxing on me . I really blame myself for not having a proper rest and off i went for class immediately after the last day of my work on tuesday . Tiredness had snowballed on me . I feel so exhausted and I haven't started preparing my assignments for coming next week.

Today i am going to plan my exercise schedule prepare for my interview assignment read up newspapersearch for my textbooks scan the dc project coverself study japanese ok apparently , He was very thoughtful for coming to fetch me on my night class . I was really grateful to him for even getting me fried rice for supper. I haven got my dinner and I feel really hungry even though there are refreshments . I wonder why i failed to see the goodness in him. Probably , after that major arguements we had last last week . We kind of feel better letting out those negative elements out . ok , sat was a great day . I was grateful that I only had half a day lesson of that wil2. Enough !!! Finally get to see my gfs ... but however i was down with a stupid cramps that kill our shopping spirit . Sorry ! I really wanna to enjoy the outing with you girls. I miss seeing liping and peiwei . lp bring us to a japanese restaurant that serve good cold ramen . hee ,it was nice and the taste lingered in my mouth . The char siew ramen i ordered was great too except i would say " chef , where is my fish cake ?" haha . the soup base is good and the char siew not very fat plus QQ noodle. hee , if not for my cramps , i guess i would have an enjoyable meal. Next we proceed to go for our shopping activities but failed to get anything . Hopefully next time outing will be better !!


Finally saw mr. glenn lim (lp's new bf) and I felt that he look mature for his age . How to say le ? He look ok , but probably we din talk so i dunno how to judge . after sending lp to his bf's arms , we went home . He was really nice , offering me a ride home and then we went to get our pasta ingredients . I had a sick and tiring day though . We proceed to cook our pasta together but there was some funny incidents . I was supposed totake care of the pasta . He, would do the cooking for the minced beef. It turned out I had set a timing 11min , then i realised the clock hand is not moving . when he asked me is the pasta ready , i told him , just now i put in is at 6pm , now it is still 6pm . Then we both laughed when we realised the clock spoilt . Luckily , we managed to save the pasta . It was a lazy night when all his family are out watchin transformers , we just laze cozily on the couch and have tea .

I finally realised that sometime when we are blaming the bad point of our partners , we should reflect about those good memories before we make any judgement . ganbatte !!