I miss U

I wonder how come life can be so competitive ?
In school , we compete in studies
At home , we vie for our parent's love
At work we compete for performance
In love we compete who had the most "happiness"

For me , I really hate competing as probably I felt I don't wish to make life so difficult for myself . I just need contentment even though He might say "you are too naive " . Infact , I rather say , why vie when it is so tiring unless it is something worth fighting for , like your own happiness , more pay ??? haha

yup , LASH called me before he left for hk and sms when he reach .... hmm... i really miss him badly .I miss LASH !!!! Tonight he is finally coming back from hk , it was terrible for the past few days . I never feel so"alone" before though I know most of my friends are busy revising for their exam . Those days made me realised many nice memories and flashbacks we had . Been going town recently for interviews and I finally realised that how tough life can be . My saving can be depleted . yup , finally thank to caihong I got a new job at starhub, after i got my pay must really give her a treat , kiss her haha . Yesterday feel so guilty getting a pair of shoes ,impulse purchase . I kind of regret !! but anyway cos the job require covered shoes that is y i get one . Hope i can see my ROI soon !!

anyway , life is so aimless now , starting work tml !!! jia you ba !!!

regards ,
clara lee

time lapse , carefree

It had been ages since I blog , I realised recently I had many anger with myself that I tend to throw my lousy temper at my bf ... feel so bad ...

Had a late start this morning and accompany my bf to NUH to see doctor and we realised that we were mighty late for his appointment .at 11.20am but we turned up at 1.30pm . Then next destination proceed to the immgration office to collect my passport cos it expire!!!

Hmm , had to pay the hefty $70 and wait almost 2 hours to collect really set my anger bursting . Feel really bad about it !!! sorry dearie . Then , we went to fetch his mum from work and have dinner together .

Not long before , my dear wanan to go soccar even though he got a fever , feel like strangling him . why din he take good care of himself !! suan le

let's hope he got well soon .

hee , tml morning interview , gonna kill me !!1 ganbatte

reis

upsetting

It is upsetting to know that when you feel like calling someone up and the other people does not give a damm to your calls.

That form of respect if kinda of missing and he sucks

feel like taking a break from studying EG ...

reis