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Just come across a fren's blog and notice many changes around her. She kind of lost her love. Although we are not really close but somehow I can feel her emotion. Love is always a puzzle?
Today relationship might even change, fade or things that we can't imagine. I can only say let's cherish the moment we are together. Am i being pessmestic? who really know what happened tml? at 24, she think of marriage, I guess this fren of mine really want to settle down and stay blissfully with the bf of 5 years but turn out the opp. Hope she will find love one day and seek what she longed for.

Many things happen recently that I seriously can't really handle. Be it family, friends, love and event work. I keep bumping into hurdle but i will not give up easily. I think the most important part of being me now, going 24 ........ is to be strong enough to handle thing. I had fall sick for two days and realised that ......... i miss someone to care for. Even there is someone beside you, you won't know whether you got someone who care for you. No matter what, it is always good to be on your own and be independent to emotion.

Hope cat will be alright! jia you ok!!!

iers

Her birthday wish list

Material wants :

1. Wii game set + games , dun mind 2nd hand !!
2. Perfume DKNY Green apple - the smaller bottle
3. Annasui Mascara
6. Cash - in ang pow/ shopping vouchers from isetan/zara/river island etc...
7. Dress / top /tee n etc ...
8. Cool black jacket , smart causal type ,not blazer
9. Trip package or small getaway from this city welcome
10. Khiel Lipbalm, mango flavour?
11. Lovely trendy long necklace , those very vintage looking -black
12. Benefits Benetint + gloss (two-in-one)
13. MAC eyebrown kit
14. Facial masks from neutrogena/ Kose white mask(black creme)
15. Lovely Sunglasses (must have UV protection) - purple frame?
16. Nice belt
17. Bodyshop peppermint footscrub kit
18. keyboard for PC
19. Jewellary stand/box for necklaces/ring
20. Philip Hairdryer - ionized
21 Mayday concert tickets in Aug 29, 1 pair plssss

misplaced tots

steamboat at lp's house , a xmas affair

dinner at Dian Xiao Er was nice

the first meal for the new year

I realise lately many things around me happens not because of anything , mainly not because of a reason.

People just lost their sense of identity , lose their faith, lose their relationnship or even they lose
the initial meaning of cherishing ppl around them.

Had a good chat with yen and realised what a supportive friend I ever had in my life. At some point of time, we kind of drift apart. At this point of time, we realised we are always part of each other' life just that we never realised. There was a kind of fren who understand you so well to the extent she know all about you without you saying much or telling her this is you. I really enjoyed the cafe session and the "heavy" dinner we had. It was a long n hearty chat. I wish she could had what she wanted so much and God is fair to her , to me and to everyone.

I believe in what I am doing. Sometime , ppl was really just drifting around and never realise their sense of loss. They kind of escape from life, they never grown up. ppl just become a "complaining box" and never realise.

will work harder for everything in life.Gambatte!

CLMH

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