troubled .......

In a dilemma when he return and want me back....

As much as I wanted my love life to be back on track. Somehow , the heart is afraid.

Simply afraid of being hurted deeply another time.

Love isn't simple like a one way street. It cant be forced. As much as I know there are nicer ppl toward me, I simply can't bring myself to be with them.

Need to reconsider 100 times.

reis... spinning headache

There is no turning back

I feel really nostagic about today. If life were to come back once again, what would you had changed. Many times i tried to give up on leo. I wanted so much to give up this hurt.
Today I almost feel so emotional visiting the prison today. There are many things that keep going on my life and I reflect on it. I was thinking what am I doing now.

Lp ask me to bear the conqusences of what I am doing? I understand from her point of view. I will again ended up hurting myself.

Should I go to the concert ? I don't know it anymore.

Reis ... love life in a mess?

Contentment

mad jack heavenly chocolate cake , sooooooooo big

my first time doing classic manicure ...heee

my vampire manicure

nice fruity spring roll from yum cha

scallop porridge simple and tasty

Being alone but happier with more friends. Watched the movie "The proposal" by sandra bullock and find it surreal. How many times did you fall in love with someone just like this - unknowingly but telling herself I can't destroy his happiness. That is love ? A deeper insight that I realised after going on so many dates make me realised things just can't worked out between two ppl. Feeling have to be involved.

I finally had my first manicure and pedicure. It was rather fun , relaxing and a nice pampering session for me n my bestie. Got myself a mysterious deep purple:>

The three restuarants I tried yesterday were really nice

- Japanese Village at The Cathay , the value $0.99 sushi was really good
- Yum Chai at Chinatown , must try the shrimp dim sum and scallop porridge , yummy!
- Mad Jack at paradizz centre was whoop - nice fish and choco cake

Had a fusion of jap + chinese + western. I feel contented :>

Lovely lovely rara

a happier life

finally able to sort out my thoughts after being in a struggle with my heart.

Learning to let go and enjoy my life rather than sinking in misery

Life is alot more than this. i am happier telling mr.sunshine about how i feel toward things. He give me a positive outlook toward life.

Jia you reis

Happy birthdays to my friends - August Babies!

Happy Birthday to my August babies frens

- Catherine
- Joyce
- Antony

All the best in whatever you do and wish you happiness!

Had a great celebration last weekend at Goodwood park with my galfrens and we finally tried their high tea buffet. Well great to spend time there and nice ambience except foodwise.... erm , i would prefer more pastry. Anyway , we had a fun time and it was nonetheless memorable.

Thank God for giving me my family and friends. I love you all.


Reis... rather to fly... fly to KL