disappointment

Today , i got a major disappointment on my job search. I would say why do i keep ending up this way and nowhere. I feel kind of upset but I couldn't really feel for anything . The thought of getting a job that match my interest really almost come to a reality. All people have their choices and what can i do but to thank the person politely for informing me i din get shortlisted. After all the hassles of coming down for that interviews , all those calls to hold me back just to inform me this way. Thank god , i din get into that ,count my blessing. Last night , i was still happily telling my frens i would probably get a job ....... but today guess it is just another disappointment . I would never give up my job search no matter how hard .

" work for a job that you never had to work a day "

reis

Our retreat

dearie on jetski :>

Part 1 : waitin for my spa massage - so heavenly

soaking my feets in bath salt

me and my pink bowling ball

dearie

our dinner

pasta for lunch

appetizer

main course

Soup of the night , yummy

me n dear playing jetski

nice three masketeers pizza

our stay at harris resort :>

Last weekend was a chain of events and happening . Dearie and I had been thinking of going for a short getaway to nearby island such as bintan , batam for a short retreat from the busy city.
Unexpectedly , he actually went to look into the details and book us a short trip to batam. I din anticpated going to the resort stay that weekend till he called me to say he had already booked a package and ask me if I am keen to go and collect our tickets :>

He really light up my days despite me feeling very stressed up not being able to find a job after a month of high and low , interviews. I kind of feel pressurized . I really wanna to get a job that i had an interest in . I was so excited about our trip that I started researching on the resort and activities we could do . I went home and pack my belonging and draft a list of to-bring. That sat morning , we went to harfront centre an hour before to collect our ferry tickets. Luckily , I always knew dear like to take his own time so i give him an early morning call.

I kind of regret not bringing my magazine along . We went to harris resort at batam . It was very beautiful and the staffs' service is very good right from the custom to checking out of the resort. We thought we need to queue for passport checking . We din expect there were a few harris staffs (wearing orange top) who help us to collect our passport and do the necessary custom procedure. It is really hasslefree and next we took the harris bus to the resort immediately within 5min. The welcome was very nice as nice warm towel , bandung drink and cookie were provided while we are waitin for check-in . One of the harris staff bring us to the cafe for a rest and inform us that they will help us proceed with the check-in while we waited there. I feel so pampered over there even though we were earlier by 30min but they still allow us to check-in first. The resort manager was very friendly and she asked us if we are keen to go for a buffet dinner instead at 7.30pm. We were allocated room no 334 which is strategtically located in the middle facing the swimming pool and not near the construction area which is a bonus. The room was beautifully decorated with alot of welcoming flowers, aromatheraphy bath and cookie as well. We were at a loss how to start our beautiful day ahead though it was drizzling . I suggested going for Proto Pizza : three masketeers which i order. The pizza was heavenly and with lotsa of cheese toppings. We simply love it . Next we decide since it drizzling , we went for a few game of bowling and dearie win me . At mid afternoon , we wanted to go for a dip at the swimming pool . We went back to change our swimsuit and go for a swim . Dearie forgot to bring his googles out so i had to went back to the hotel room to retrieve .

We went for a bathe and went for dinner . The dinner was fantastic and delicious with a sixe course dinner /. We we had a full and wonderful dinner and my fav is the soup and the potato which is heavenly. All the food look like an art to me . There are some musician singing to us at our designated table which is romantic under the candlelight. They were singing "my love" in such a harmonious voices . Dearie held my hand which kind of assured me not to be too nervous . I guess my cheek look blushed. The next morning , we went for our go-kart and i bump into the bushes being my first time to drive . dearie was worried and wanan tot go back check on me but the in-charge ask him not too as it might obstruct other go-karts. It was a rather funny situation with the very heavy helmet that keep slipping my views and i had a good splash of muds. We went for some water sport : jetski and We had a great time enjoying the breeze and scenary . . I regret not buying harris cutie slippers. At 12 pm , we had to checkout so we went for our last round of bowling and proceed for our spa massage. It was very very relaxing and comfortable one hour massage. The sevrice was very good and we had our feets soaked in some bath salt. Finally at 3.30pm , we had to go back and take our ferry at 4.30pm . We took harris resort mini bus and reach there very early while we do some small shopping . I had a great and wonderful time over there. I realise dearie really treat me very well. :> so happy


reis

my gal pals.

messy pose after my interview

boring

how does my eyebrow look , i drawn myself

I had been so fasinated by the sex & the city movie yesterday. It was totally fabulous and sweet at the ending . Prior to the movie , I tried to catch the movie preview on youtube. The movie was interesting and It was realistic I would said . 4 ladies in the new york city seeking love . I do agree everyone was different be it me , you or anyone we had passed by on the road. I love my girl gals , how wonderful we had four of us together and we viewed things differently. There are times when I feel like writing down story of them ,stories of others. Each of us had different relationship , differ experience , differ encounters . I love them all.

thanks vincent for solving my doubts on beauty . He is really my beauty consultant and mighty good friend i know from school. We had a small chat yesterday when I went over to get something from him . He was a really nice chap and I hope he too will seek love one day . hee hee . I don't know whether I am a nosey parker or something . Sometimes , I like to matchmake my friends or people I had known and were very very nice . I love them all. I had decided to work on the beauty tips to get rid of those new 'friends' on my face . No doubts , recently i had commented on my brother that he wear like a tree . I din realised that sometime I tend to see things differently .After these interviews that I had been going , I wonder where exactly should I ended up in ?

My friends , or alot of people around me including my sis k gimme alot of advices on my job search . there was an offer but i think i had made up my decision.

gotten to work hard , i really wish one day i could meet my idol amy cheung , i just love her novels .

yup . i wanan to say sorry to my bf cos i keep ranting at him the whole day . I really should start appreciating he spend time going out on a date with me . :>


reis