Enjoy every day of of your life as if it is your last day!

Enjoy every day of of your life as if it is your last day!

I feel really glad I just came back from the hospital yesterday after my ear surgery. It was truly a remarkable and kind of terrifying experience. On the day of the surgery, I was there at 7am to prepare myself for the surgery. It seems neverending and the surgery took forever. I believe I was struggling with myself from 8am to 9.30pm before I regained conscious. When I was being sent to my ward, I seem to to visualise Leo calling me, despite I can't recall the panick pace he is walking at.

On the first night, I could barely recalled except I vomitted twice, and I was very weak and helpless. There were mutiple pains seared through me, I saw needle and injection on the left hand and left foot. I was very grateful to the nurses who took care of me during those few days in the hospital. Being bed ridden for four-five days, I feel really helpless and the nurses will wipe me everyday and give me the bed-pan every 2 hours(to pee). At that time, I feel really horrible. Thank for my family and friends who come and visited me during those day. It was really very nice and I feel comforted that there are people who really cared for me. Those days at the ward I reflected over my life, think about the consequences. I believed I probably expected the pain not as painful but it seems to pierce through my heart. Thanks Leo for coming to visit me every possible hours and I could see him really tired. I feel really touched and feel so guilty when he keep dozing off till 1am then he returned home.

I really wanted to thanks God to letting me to be alive.

Thanks God, Hope I will recover soon!