memorable xmas

my 2007 xmas dinner prepared by dearie

Can't really describe my feeling last night but was very touched , happy .

Yesterday finally got dearie's pressie , been thinking alot last night like what should i get for him and finally i tot of it .

Yup supposedly met my friends for xmas lunch but turned out i caught the flu bug .

I was anticipating what dearie gonna give me till he msg me pls be t my doorstep at 7.30pm.

I tot how impossible when he will finished work at 6pm but i never expected his little white lie cs yesterday everyone only work half day .

Meet him at the doostep at 7.30pm and then was really surprised dinner was ready

He finally cook for me the pasta i had been yearnin for weeks and it was mighty delicious .

hmm , while he went to get our dinner , i secretly hide his pressie cos he had already hide mine...

After minutes of searching high and low , he finally found his and mine was rather easy .

We put out pressie together and dearie wanna me to open mine .

this is my 2nd and 3rd surprises .

ha ah, i opened the first one was really unexpected , he put 4 question marks on the album and asked me to put our photo together in future . When i fipped through the album, it contain all our lovely memory in taiwan . I was really touched , love it and his thought , no wonder he been saying he is preparing my pressie.

okie , there it goes , i got something unexpected , he got me a gucci perfume , love the smell , love it .

it was really a wonderful , romantic christmas though we are just spending it at home .

i love you leonard ,

reis .

Manhatten fish market

Yesterday was another busy day at work and following thursday is a PH so everyone was looking forward to shop. Wait for an hour for dear at his office and finally he came . There was something wrong with his guy fren . he was facing a major r/ship crisis . Anyway , dear keep talking to me about his fren thing and finally we went to Manhatten fish market.

I would said that I like the lighting , ambience of the place . Dear placed order for us and we had some C01 mussels which is yummy and a combo completed with soup and drink . There was a funny accident because dear needed a new plate and the waitress heard wrongly and bring him the bill . lol.

I kind of love the prawn , calamari , and fish which is very tender. How nice of him to spoil me like this ? During dinner , we actually chatted alot , things about our own relationship . Dear initiate us not to take each other for granted again . At that moment I feel that was the best time we had . Dear thought I would learn to appreciate how willing he gonna to spend on me this meal but infact my expression was thank but not overwhelmed . Hee , love is really blind . falling in love again is really wonderful.

reis

Another day

Well , today I went to school for re-enrolment of the two modules and paid my membership fee .

Dearie was nice enough to keep sms-ing but I just wasn't used to the new phone . samsung U700 / I hate the way when I tried to talk on the phone and it switch to held mode cos somehow myface accidentally touched the sensitve button .

am i happier with a new phone ? probably yes or not? To admit , i love the camera function but the other sms , alarm din really amazed , do regret at this impulse purchase. Probably need someone to comfort me when I tell Dearie I regretted buying this hp but he started his scolding n nagging . How well he understand me ? At this moment , I just need someone to listen instead of nagging .

Yesterday , dearie was sweet enough to come all the way my office to lunch with me . infact , i was touched and glad though the lunch wasn't very fufilling . Just now , he actually said " you never appreciate that I specially come down to have lunch with u " . infact i did . has thing become more stale than ever . Today , one of my classmate happily tell me he is applyinf flat for sengkang and asked me when ? infact i replied to ben that " I don't know, i guess it is still too early to tell , i don;t know what will happen" .These words just naturally come out . I do believe there will be a future between him and me if ... we overcome the hurdle- the family level . I know my limitation and there is always a thin line to whether the person u love will try to protect u or ust left u one day . Nothing is predestined.

Finally an enjoyable and comfortable day with peiwei to watch movie . I am glad she like the cardigan i got for her . the Alvin and chipmunk movie was so cute and funny which i enjoyed throughout the 1, 1/2 hours .

gotten to gambatte for new semester ! and xmas is coming :>

I wonder if santa will gimme surprise



reis

taipei

night view of taipei ....

riding the mirama ferris wheel

3-in- 1 meal at dan dan house

standing beside Taipei 101

me and dear at jiou fen .... enjoying the windmill ...

along jiou fen , the city of sadness ... many steps

enjoying one of my favorite red bean soup with delicious fen yuen

momentum

Woke up really early this morning at 5am when I realised he din even message or called me .
I don't know whether i had enough of anything , I can't feel anything .
Initially there is anger , now i just feel nothing .

the trip from taiwan was really fruitful ,fun , lovely and i really regret not blogging about the places i had been to , the food shared with him and everything simply become a fairytale.

I realised He always ask me to appreciate what he did and not because of one minor mistake to condemm him but somehow I can't help feeling this way . It is not loving someone is that easy , it is just alot more than that . I am tired mentally , physically . At the end of the day , I feel nothing like an empty shell . Feel kind of weird .

today was infact nothing on my agenda except meeting my galfrens and passing them the things i got for them in TW . Infact , this sat , I was hopping to go for a farmMart trip as very long never keep in touch with nature le . somehow , he just tell me not to go so that he can use me as excuse to get out of the outing early. hmm . .... in the end , i ended up going to my auntie house and be a babysitter for awhile. Then , i faster go meet lp n wei in town at 4pm and she went into a crazy shopping mode. He did come to town for a fact to get his hp and soon bian fetch me . infact i kind of ponder to meet him ot not .

Finally , we did went to the starhub roadshow and luckily meet caihong , managed to skip the queue and get our phones . I got a cheap phone which is samsung u700 black and he got the htc touch white phone . i was glad i could finally change a new phone when my blackie k750i is getting torn , tattered but i still love it . Probably yes i am scared to change . but i used my old phone no .

It is just so exhausting to love someone ......
probably one day when i am tired , i really wanan to get a rest ...

need to do some exercise , getting flabbier than ever . gambatte !!

reis .