our busy weekends

These days i had been coping myself with endless projects . Indeed , the group is in slow motion mode . For my individual is not any better . been trying to finished up before the 9th march .

do u believe miracle can happen ? today is a busy day helping dearie with his bstat. I know he is afraid of numbers but i seriously hope i can help him . We did the quiz together for his bstat and almost a full mark . I was surprised because most of the qn i hardly know it . We spent almost 4 hours in tracking down all possibilities . Hope he get to know bstat better after this . I had an expensive dinner in a coffeeshop , was shocked at the bill .... i din realised . regret ordering the food there .

been a lovely days when i realised my life feel complete with him . :>


help!!!!i am so tiring , craving for risotto ? i think my fav food is rice ,i dunno y . i finally realised my craving in sushi ,
and i missed mango pudding . and nice little cakes . omg .

my backaches is so painful recently and i dunno y , izzit from hours of sitting on desk facing the pc .

gambatte !

reis .

a busy schedule coupled with rushing asst

red bean paste with dumpling desert at MOF , portion big enough for 2

Tepanyaki chicken !!

my fav ramen with the egg cook to perfection

our fav potato salad !!! with apple filing

I am finally going on a sprint instead of marathron . Two more project , 1 test + 2 exams , i am freed from education .

Had some project discussion when i realised that unprepareness of other is difficult to come up with good ideas. I think everyone got their own agenda and schedule despite this i still hoped they will produce something that is good . i will be turning 23 soon and I am feeling neutral about my b day . Was surprised last night when dearie tell me , he already took leave on that day cos he is usually very work-focused.

I am grateful for the current state-being ,for the simplicity in happiness from r/ship, friends and family. Glad that mum had finally made the decision to d' with dad. At least , she actually tot i will be against but I give her the 100 percent go ahead. I somehow was tormented silently by my dad's childishness , ignorance even tot i know he care about the family but sometime he just wasn't responsible enough. My dad always tot someone will take care of the burden and problem he creates. As if one is not enough , it is a vicious cycle . Sometimes , it depresses me but somehow i already learned to save more money for my own rainy days. Family wasn't a complete picture anymore but I was getting more positive about it.

jia you !

reis

Things I really want

Decided to put up a list of wants , if anyone is lovely , kind enough to get gift for me , I humbly complied a list of wishes .... xie xie ni le

- eye gel/masks (if there is anything that can get rid of the panda)
- cosmetic and facial product welcome
- black keyboard
- black speakers
- tops, tees and dresses welcome
- black patent /leather belt for complementing dress
- mini clutch bag / sling bag
- running shoes , any shoes size 6.5
- body scrub
- skippin rope with weight to keep fit
- kyoko fukada latest vcd
- crystal bracelet
- mission impossible' ps 3'/ DS lite
- mission impossible flip-hp (no samsung)
- lastly $$ - hong bao to fund travelling plan





thanks alot

reis

cny .... what come next ?

lovely snacks from cat from japan , yummy

I had a great cny this year , many thank to those who gimme ang pao . supposely this year was really better than last year ! Come to think of that , my mum havent gimme my allowance for feb so the hongbao money will be use for daily expenses ba . hopefully she remember !!! omg .

I had been visiting my grandma , aunties and my bf's fren house the first 3 days . It was really tiring probably to catch up with people . I went mark's house tojam music , but i feel so flop cos i duno those ang mo song lyric and i feel i need to find a hole and bury but mark was very good at singing those songs.

I wanna to learn a musical instrument (guitar or keyboard or drum)but everytime i think of $$ , i feel i could not afford to take up any of it . The expenses come up a few hundred monthly . Maybe when i started work , i will pursue my interest hahahaha.

the thing i wanan to do :

- learning driving and get the license

- take up music courses

- learn japanese language again

- to be fully competent to makeup my own face and go out

- go travelling , if i am able to save enough money to go with my jie mei (lp , cat, sorry wei)

- go for a full medical checkup to find out how unhealthy i had been

- return my mum's education money

- pamper my auntie

- get a new mobile phone Sony Ericsson Z555a - dusted rose

stronger day by day

sweets someone got for me from us .... whoop , my lovely frens wanna me to have sweet tooth

I feel guility for throwing my ugliest temper to people around me , that including my family. Sometimes , it is really not up to us to choose where to be born at . I recalled my dad dote on me even now though he can't afford as much as he does last time , he still tried to give . As for mum , she always make sure we had enough to eat , enough to spend while she scrimp and save herself. I am starting to feel something for my family, a little touched by their sarcifices . I hope this year everyone will become better .

Thanks lp for the last min rescue to help my bf's with the cd, very grateful cos i guess we spend the whole sunday lookin for it , visiting "software" shops haha but we realised most of it had shuted down . sometimes , i feel my bf shouldnt start promising ppl thing and in the end he still persist doing it even though result might not turn out to be what he want. It hurt everyone 's feeling and because of helping those"friend" , he honored his promises too much that he overlooked the fact , some promises can be revoked cos u did tried your best . .... I am not sayin honoring promise is bad but if it within your limit , u should go ahead.

I tot of pampering myself this year 2008 , seriously but come to think of the CPF debt for poly sch fee and other livign expense , i am back to scrimp n save mode. But not to worry in another 6 months time , i hope i will get a job soon and life may get better for all of us . Dearie had been nice recently for dunno why ?but life had been much peaceful nowsaday , the spate of clubbing events had subsided . Was it of promise ? I seirously feel ppl who go clubbing are kind of improper for a sense they are wasting their life and time away in a tiny club but the occassionally going for socialising with colleagues is impt and relaxing. I rather use my time doing thing i enjoyed . It made them silly in the sense , is this the life u gonna spend drinking , indulging yourself in those silly music , some ppl just go there because they wanan to show ppl that they are cool which is kind of stupid.