a new beginning to learn n to love

I am finally on my mood for blogging. I had disappeared for the longest time I ever blogged since 1st nov with a lame lamentation. Well, today is my true feeling about how things had been going for me.

Family was great except the occassional issues to settle for my father. I feel family exist for a reason, being there for you and providing youe shelter. I still love them very much but we seldom really express it.

Love had been great! I wonder since when is the last time I ever mentioned relationship is really good. Me and him learnt a lesson, to cherish each other, to love one another and minus my paranoid, minus his MCP. I realise part of me wanted to be with him, part of me still wanted to enjoy the life of being carefree.....contradicting. Marriage to me is not really a "definitely yes" because I couldn't see myself having a family and handling children. I guess probably two years back I would want to marry him so much but now.... I rather love myself more a little bit more.

Friends.... not sure where went wrong but hopefully everything will become clearer.

Well, colleagues had been terrific and recently we relly grew closer.

okie, thank god for everything.

reis,....